Perhaps his self-description of being like a robot or cyborg had a much deeper meaning that would explain his advanced thought processes...
"I don't always show thru my actions what I am. A good share of the time I am an Automaton."
I had that chills-down-my-spine sensation when I transcribed the following line from his letter dated September 25, 1927...
"Do you really realize just what my coming back means? I'm coming no matter what now, but I some times wonder if you know what the future holds for you. I can see Helen, just as tho it were past. I can see us at 60 yrs. of age, but there will be be much happiness and much sorrow behind us."...and again with this line from his letter dated October 9, 1927...
"There is one thing that keeps us apart. That's money. Maybe you think I was foolish to come out here this way. I don't regret it and maybe you can understand it. Back there I got in the old rut and I wasn't saving anything. I'm just this trip ahead for I'd still have been broke back there. Now I believe I have learned a lesson. I think I can not only make money but save it. That's what counts. Maybe in a couple of years we can be married then."
"With a bucket of loveand a dipper of kissesI amYour Dizzy Izzy"
That is so beautiful...it brings tears to my eyes. It is like he could see in to the future.
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